I’ve drank 4 large cans of monster energy in the last 10 hours and I feel funny.
Something is going to happen tonight. I feel it in my bones. I don’t want to be part of it. I am fully prepared to drop everything and leave. I have places to hide. I can leave. I don’t know what is going to happen, but this feels very bad.
I really should just kill myself. I’m not meant for this earth.
I used to say fuck the world but I don’t feel that way anymore. I used to say fuck god, but then I realized that we all are god. You can’t be against yourself. You are god and you are the world. The entire universe resides inside of you and to say the world is doomed is to say you are doomed. This cannot be a true statement. Seeing as the world must go on so that others may see what has to be done.
Humans are creatures of want and when the want is cast aside the ego can be diminished and pushed away. With no want, one can see the true nature of the self and the world around. With seeing the true nature the path of enlightenment becomes clearer.
— Unknown (via psych-facts)
Wanna know me better? Healing to Suffer Again by Hatebreed describes it right now.